Merry Christmas!

Well, its two nights until Christmas and I think we are finished with every thing. We are spending tonight and tomorrow with my family in Atlanta. We are at Mike and Morgan's...mom flew in last week. It will be her first Christmas without Jake. She is doing good, but we keep her busy to keep her mind off things. Eventually, she will have to learn to be alone, but we just didn't want that to be during the holidays. My mom is a great person, and I know things will work out for her. I really miss Jake...its just hard to believe that he is gone. Its weird not talking to him or about him while she's with us. She gets sad in the evenings because when she traveled she always called to tell him what she did during the day.

It looks like Lindy is going to be a big sister. Mike and Morgan are expecting...please pray for them as they have had so many challenges carrying full term. But she's far enough along that things look good right now. Lindy, Morgan and Mike just made sugar cookies after our throw down on some tacos!

I love being with my family. I hate my sisters couch, though. I never sleep good on that thing!

Mikey and Chris are down stairs playing ping pong. Mikey was all excited as he beat me for the first time ever last night. I am about to go lay the smack on them!

Laurie and I went to WalMart but were to cheap to buy the big screen, but its close...we really want one. We are struggling between a cheaper plasma or paying more for the LCD. I would love and LED...but wow have you seen the price.

I think we have done good shopping for the kids. We have no credit card bills to pay, and nothing was financed...Christmas is paid for! That excites us when we don't have bills after Christmas. Thats a good feeling and a goal her and I have had the past couple years.

Trying to get Laurie to get in the hot tub, but she's afraid of the cold. I told her once you get in the tub its only cold outside. Starting to think its me she does not trust. Anyhow, I'm not scared think I'm going to play ping pong, catch a DVD, and then relax in the hot tub.

Merry Christmas to everyone...love ya!

Church Service New Location @ The Hampton Inn Conference Center

I have some exciting news to share. Starting December 20th Christ-Life will begin meeting in the Hampton Inn Conference Center. If you have been with us any time at all it is the same facility we used a while back. Its a good location for us to re-launch from.

I know this has been a difficult transition over the past year and a half, and I commend all of you for hanging in there. Meeting at the house has been a challenge when it comes to numeric growth, but it kept us in fellowship with each other until we were able to raise some money to rent a facility. As you know, a few months ago we layed out a strategy for the end of the year. In that we discussed a few options that would be dictated by the amount of money we were able to raise. With that in mind the elders and I felt the best option was to begin renting the Hampton Inn until we could regain some families and finances.

So, we invite all of you to worship with us for our "Greatest Gift of All" Christmas service. Coffee and donuts will be served at 10AM, and service will start promptly at 10:30. As always we will be receiving a special Christmas offering that will go towards the re-launch of our church. Please come and bring a friend!

Sunday night Laurie and I would like to invite everyone to our home for a Christmas celebration. Bring a covered dish and everything else will be provided. Please let us know how many will be coming with you. The fun will get started at 6 PM. We will be playing Christmas Bingo.

Next Sunday the 27th Christ-Life will be conducting a special communion service with a special message titled Remember When. In times like these I think its important that we look back and reflect upon the good things that God has done. Those times He really came through. So bring your family for this special message and communion.

I hope to see you there!!!

In Christ's Love,
Pastor Mike

Pastor Appreciation

This blog has been hacked today so that we could let Pastor Mike that we appreciate him.

We All Need A Paul In Our Lives!

The past few years has taught me quite alot. But, probably the one thing I have learned is how bad we all need a mentor. Like Timothy had Paul in scripture...we all need a Paul in our lives!

I say this because we need someone who truly cares about us, believes in us, and is wiser than we ar...able to speak into our lives. Or to listen to the train wrecks we are climbing through in an attempt to survive lifes crashes.

I hate to admit...I have no Paul. Nor have I ever had a person that is like a Paul to me. I have had pastors, bosses and older people that just loved me. Unfortunately, I have never had that one leader that poured his life into mine....man do I regret that.

Its not that I haven't tried. I love the pastor I came to Christ under. He was a great preacher! But, his leadership skills were not extremely strong. He was caring, compassionate, and a man of prayer. He did influence me to be a person of prayer. After moving away for 10 years I found myself under his ministry again. He was great but distant. Once I began pastoring another church come to find out he was having an affair with his Timothy's wife!

While in college I connected with a ministy that I thought had what I wanted. I was faithful to them, and they were faithful to me. It was great! Then, things changed in our relationship. It was my fault. I made a comment in passing to a church member that I thought my pastor was being a little controlling and untruthful in the way he handled the firing of some staff members. That's when I learned the Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde of ministry. Don't cross the boss! The pastor and I did reconcile. He actually appointed me to the church in Enterprise. And you know the rest of the story....

My first full time church position was some of my happiest times in the ministry. Growing church, growing as a leader, still friends with most of those members, and my pastor was a great guy. Just the type of person I loved to be around. He loved me, he complimented me, he corrected me, he prayed for me, he recognized my leadership....he was what I needed. When I tried to really bond...I realized his wife was not welcome to him having someone like me in the way. She lived by a conspiracy theory....everyone was trying to take over the church...and that included me. She was actually our secretary for a while, and I had to talk to my pastor about the way she treated the whole staff...we all ended up resigning our positions. A several hundred member church closed its doors within two years of that day.

The man who came to me as a Paul...I would not heed his loving concern. I was about to take the position discussed above. He came to me pulled me aside and told me his son was in the ministry. With tears in his eyes he begged me to stay with the company I was working with and doing very well. He informed me that its not what its cracked up to be. I believe he was telling me I was going into the ministry with blinders on. I had just graduated college, just had a baby, just come through a marriage crisis, still connected to pastor #2 and I had promising opportunities that could have landed me in Chicago. Now, that I am forty and have had some struggles and some victories I think about that mans words at least on a weekly basis. He was the manager of SEARS, and he was my boss....I wish I could have kept him in my life over the past 15 years. My mother recently told me I need to go back and have a discussion with Mr. Gentry!

Life is painful, but life is great! Not only do we need a mentor in the times we are confused and unsure, but we need that person in our victories as well. I promise some of my victories lead to crisis moments just because I didn't handle the victory well. And sometimes we all just need some godly input. Don't take me wrong I have godly people around me...many of whom I rely heavily upon. But I still think that this is true....That we all need a Paul in our lives!

Closing in on building!

Just wanted to give everyone an update as to where we are in regards to a potential building. To say the least it has been an eventful journey. We began over a year ago meeting in the local park for worship services. Then, we began meeting in the Hampton Inn Conference Center and quickly out grew the facility. From there we met at David's Catfish House (which was really a great location) until the economy forced them to open on Sunday's. We went briefly to house groups, and for the past several months we have met in our home.

Since we have started from ground zero Christ Life has had to rebuild financially and numerically. It has really been a challenge...a walk of faith...and at times a challenge to my faith. But, after a year of patiently waiting we are seeing some movement. A building has come available that would be within budget providing a few things can work out.

The main part being that we had set a goal of having $7500 in hand to work with before committing to a building. We are only about one third of the way to that amount. I guess you can help us if you feel it in your heart. But, my main reason for this communication is for those who have informed me that they are still part of Christ Life, and have not felt comfortable in our very uncomfortable setting. Just wanted to let you know we are presenting the owner of the building with three different options. If we can all get on the same page we should be in a building by the end of Novemeber.

Please pray God will guide and continue to give us wisdom. Laurie and I have no problem with everyone meeting in our home, but today as I taught people were actually laying under the table listening to the message.

Our plan is to enter the building...have video worship via Lifechurch.tv and my message. We will have youth services during another time. We are starting simple...very basic...we have to rebuild the base. I hope everyone will rejoin our fellowship once we are established in a building. If you have any questions or would like to donate money, supplies, or time please contact me.

Don't Lose Your Mind...

Have you ever felt like you were about to lose it? There have been times that not only did I feel I was about to lose it, but I was ready to let it go. Fortunately, God's grace has always been there. Have you ever noticed when you are at your wits end....that's when it seems like God shows up.

Lately, I have found myself reading over/rehearsing the scriptures that regard protecting your mind....

• cast down every imagination that tries to exalt itself against who Christ is...
• renewing your mind with the washing of the Word...
• being transformed and not conformed to the ways of this world....
• dwell on the right, lovely, praiseworthy, and the list of things goes on...

Its a battle out there, and its a battle in here. By in here I mean your mind! There's a song out that says "why does love feel like a battlefield". My era was more Pat Benatarish...."love is a battlefield." Have you ever considered that maybe the battle rages in your mind becasue of the tremendous love God has for you. On the other hand, there is an enemy to your soul who is battling for control of your mind as well. The mind is the battlefield.

Not much of a soldier, but part of the strategy of war is to gain ground. To lose ground is to lose a battle. In your mind do whatever it takes to maintain what you have conquered, and advance slowly. In times of battle...I will say out loud that I am not going to think about that or this. Its my insane way of staying sane. Lately, I have practiced that alot and found that it helps. Because it helps in areas I have struggled with for years....guilt, fear, etc.

So just a thought this morning....DON'T LOSE YOUR MIND!

Where does the desire go?

I have been doing alot of thinking lately about myself. For the last 20 years I have served in one capacity or another trying to make myself a better pastor/leader. Today as I blog this I recognize by God's grace I have accomplished some pretty amazing things, and at the same time I have failed miserabley in some areas.

For nearly 20 years I have either drawn people closer to Jesus, or totally ticked them off. I realize I am either the kind of person you love or hate...not too many middle grounders out there when it comes to Mike Shroades. That is something I have learned to live with. I have never been one to mix words. At the same time I don't want to hurt peoples feelings.

Ministry causes many pastors to absorb themselves with what others might think if they don't ........

On the other hand, alot of pastors live guarded with the fear of what if someone sees me in this or doing ...........

Let's face it, we are public figures. Not only are we public figures, but we represent the Creator of the Universe....we are Gods representaive in our public lives. By our title alone we tell people that we have high moral and ethical standards bestowed upon us by Almighty God.

As public figures we are public speakers. Our words influence people...and influence is leadership. I have often felt like my words were shallow, and falling on deaf ears. Only to have someone remind me point by point of something I preached years ago.

My life's ambition has always been to be a Godly man, a provider for my family, a blessing to others, a great communicator, and a trusted/respected pastor. At times I have excelled at those goals, and at times I have dropped the ball.

I understand there are ups and downs in life and in the ministry. I know that I will not always say or do the right thing. Heck, you know I don't act right. I admit at times I am lazy, lethargic, tired, unprepared, deceiving, manipulative, annoying and depressed. There are sins I have struggled with since the day I came to Christ. There are times I do things that I know are not socially acceptable considering what I do for a living. And there are times I am totally on top of my game.

With that said...in all the ups and downs I have never strayed from what I knew God has called me to do. But, I have to admit that over the last couple years my desire has fainted. In the last year I have considered stepping down as a pastor every single day.....

I recognize it is due to the tremendous loss we suffered as a church. Also, questioning leadership decisions I felt was best for the church. My main concern is that the will of God was detoured and that has so frustrated me. To the point that I have questioned everything there is to question in kingdom work. Of course, my accountability partners know all that I struggle with, and I will not oblige my critics with all the sorted details.

I really need God to give me a resolve to endure the hardship of this trial, and in His time to restore my passion/excitement for ministy. I will continue to lead and love Christ Life Church...who by the way has been awesome. They inspire me!

My focus has turned to my family. This kinda sabatical has helped me to think constructively, and yet critically concerning things I can do to give them a better life on this earth (and prayerfully beyond this earth). Many times I assumed I couldn't do something without my wife and kids. In reality, I can do nothing without God. My wife and kids are the wonderful perks given to me by my Boss.

The Climb

Its really weird having church in the house, but I can tell who is going to see this through. I appreciate all of you who have remained committed beyond just saying you would continue to support and be part of the church.

This past Sunday we completed a little study I called The Climb. Mainly, because that's what we are doing...climbing! Hard to believe it has been a year that we have been without a building or any sort of permanent location.

We did a study on I Samuel 17 concerning David and Goliath. In this familiar story I taught 3 points to help us climb over obstacles or to new heights. To set the stage we have Goliath defying the armies of Israel and their God. He has dared any of them to come and fight him but none has taken the challenge....Why? Because of intimidation...and the stakes were really high.

Most people won't face their giants because of the extreme intimidation they face in their challenges. Whether trying to quit smoking or starting a new business...its intimidating. In my prep I saw three characteristics that David displayed that can help us conquer our giants and climb to new heights.

1. Self-confidence. Nothing wrong with being confident as long as you can do it without being cocky. Arrogance is idolatry according to scripture. But, recognizing that God has given you certain abilities is okay. David approached Saul about fighting Goliath by presenting his resume...killed a lion...killed a bear...and he trusted God! David had the confidence that he could defeat the giant.

2. God-confidence. David knew that God was with him and that was enough. He was willing to step out on stupid faith. He knew his ability came from God almighty. The young warrior was willing to go into battle with full assurance that God would help him conquer the giant. This is where we have learned to go into our battles in the name of the Lord.

3. Confidence to Complete. I have a problem of starting strong and losing momentum at times. The loss of momentum is discouraging, but we must have the confidence to complete the task. That's where self-confidence and God-confindence mix together like your favorite dressing. You see God always works through people...I'm not into the false humility that says its all God ... I didn't do anything....sure you did...you sang, you preached, you stepped out, and God got all over it. It was you using the ability that God gave you to complete the task. David let his giant know that he was about to be defeated...he was confident that he could complete the climb with God's help.

You can complete the climb! Lou Holtz says "if you don't have confidence in yourself you will never succeed." The balance of that is the simple quote by Rick Warren, "that its not about you." Its all about God, but God wants to use you. How awesome is that? When you and God get on the same page there is not a giant that exists that you cannot conquer in His name!

Check Out the Potential Building...How You Can Help!

This past Sunday I gave everyone a list of five different options. I think its vital that we begin to move towards a central location. I sensed some weakening in our fellowship and it has continued for about three weeks. Attendance and finances has dropped dramatically.

So, I have given five options:

1. Rent and renovate building beside Watson Glass (acrossed from Best Yet)

2. Rent a store front on Main Street

3. Rent in a strip mall

4. Rent a conference room (this would require setting up and tearing down weekly)

5. Merge with another church

My first option is my favorite idea. So, what I am asking is for everyone to go by the location and give me your honest input...

I need to know if you are that committed to remodelling and giving to make it work. I have only had a couple people respond. So, it goes without saying that two or three people cann't carry the load. If we don't have the commitment in labor and finances there is no way we can rent the building beside Watson.

Please email your thoughts and how you think you can help in this effort. I need all input by this Sunday.

Thanks...love you guys!
Pastor Mike

Ode to turning 40!

Well, I have reached a milestone. This past week I turned the big four-zero. I wasn't quite sure how it would feel. I found it was a time of deep reflection. Thinking back to when I was a kid and figuring out what year it would be when I turned such and such age.

Many of those years have past...Now its 2009 and I am 40 years old. I can say I have done alot of great things in past couple decades. I have had some horrific days, as well. I remember when Prince sang Party like its 1999 and I thought I would be and old man at the age of 30...now I am a decade removed from that, and I realize that probably half of my life is now over...VERY SOBERING!

The first forty has been eventful to say the least. Its hard to believe that I finished highschool in 1987 and then crammed 4 years of college into six years. I have been married to my high school sweet heart all these years. But, I have to admit...we were way to young to get married. The majority of our challenges have stemmed from those early years. Too young, Too immature, too stupid, too little money, not much wisdom and trying to take advise from people who hadn't learned their lessons! Yet I truly love my wife...and I think she still loves me...that's what over 20 years of marriage will teach you...don't speak on her behalf.

I have really been reflecting on the blessing of our children. Its hard to beleive the genetics doctor told us to abort both our children. Wow! How stupid was that? I love my kids so much...that's why I push myself to work so hard. I really want to provide the best I can for my family. I have zeroed in on living within our means and preparing an inheritance for my kids and their kids. That's what a good man does!

My kids inspire me...how can something so good come out of something that is so screwed up? I love Mikey and Brookie like there is no tomorrow. One goal I have always had is to lead my kids to Christ...I hope of all things I have been successful in that...they love the Lord and hope they will pass on a healthy spiritual leagacy.

Even though our church has really gone through it...I know I have reached a milestone of nearly 10 years at one church. Many pastors don't have that opportunity...nor do the congregations they lead. It will be officially 10 years in March 2010.

I was talking with one of the elders of the church, and I let them know they have shared 25% of my life with me. That's alot of time for leaders to work together...and we have lead with the utmost of integrity...always trying to listen to God and keeping what was best for the church in the forefront of what we have done.

One of the biggest regrets is that I have spent so many of those years away from my parents. I have a great relationship with my mom and dad, but I have always wished I could share more of my life with them. I wish I had some videos of my birthday parties, but all my parties were videos of my sister Morgie. I wish I could have been there for Morgan in her teenage years, but she came through pretty good. And regardless of the things my brother has done I don't like to hear the criticism from outside of the family. Remember the first eighteen years of my life I shared a room with that boy. They both have afforded me the pleasure being an uncle...Devon, Tylor (Benji's son), Sarah, Linda, and Brad are so special. I have actually begun to wonder what it will be like as a grandparent....I can wait to find out!

I miss not having grandparents...all my grandparents have passed away. Its been years since I said lets go to my grandparents house.

I have met some of the finest people in the world over this 40 year span. Some are just old church members, some are friends, some are good friends, but I have alot of God-friends

The past 40 years has been good, but I hope the next 40 are great! Like most people I don't feel like I have accomplished what I should have. There will be some necessary changes to make. Some serious goals are...preparing for retirement, preparing an inheritance, a possible career shift, deeper devotion to family, more time with my parents, a new convertible BMW (sounds like a mid-life crisis) and I really want to write a book (even if noone buys it).

Most people don't know this...but I have written a few poems...even a rap song...and I like rap music of all kinds...but I am going to try to spit a few rhymes covering 40 years.

The day I was born uncle Jim ran away,
in my grandparents hotel I would stay.
My mother was young and what I see
is alot of her on the inside of me.

My dad was so proud of my name,
With hopes I would grow up and play Gary's game.
Sarah Jane had to take a seat
to a little boy that we call Bradley.

Since 1977 there are no pictures of me
cause that was the year we got Morgie.
They both follow me to school as a kid
and I blame myself for alot of what they did.

Married my girl and we had alot to learn,
scripture said better to marry than to burn.
Two kids and over twenty years later,
I sure have learned how to treat a girl when you date her.

The boys all know by the look in my eye,
go ahead and touch her if you wanna die.
My son, now he's another story
I tell him to look at mom to see what she looks like at FORTY!

Why Do Vacations Have to End?

Just wanted to let every one know that we are back from our vacation in West Virginia. What a great family getaway! My kids have not been home in a few years so my family was really stoked about all of coming home together.

We stayed at my mothers house which is located at the highest point in Hancock County. She still has not put her AC in the window. We slept with the windows open...for the first couple days it never went over 70 degreess. One night we had to turn the heat on in the rental car.

Of course, we were able to spend time with my dad as well. Its always late night eating when we go to his house. But, dad has cable and internet that works so we spend alot of time with him watching TV.

I met my new nephew...lil Bradley...that's scary. He is adorable. My niece Devon was there and spent just about every woken hour with us...and every sleeping hour as well.

We at like pigs! I had lost about 10 to 12 pounds and I gained it all back. Jake (moms husband) and Theresa (dads wife) are really good about making sure we have plenty to eat.

The first couple days we chilled and spent the afternoons deer spotting. I hung out with my brother at the track for a couple nights....I could not do that all the time. Fun to visit but it could be addicting! Of course, I did some yard saling and stored it at my brothers house. I picked Brooke up at the airport on Saturday. Sunday we went to Geneva on the Lake on Lake Erie. Its awesome...I grew up taking my childhood vacations there. We located a missing family member...no really over a year missing.

While there an old friend lost his son in a car accident, and my step-brothers father died...that was sad! Please continue to pray for them during their time of loss...

Of course, we ate! We went out to Laurie'e dads twice and met him at a restraunt on another night. He and his wife, Sharon, fed us a huge hot dog meal...with pasta salad...steamed veggies...my favorite was the zuchinni! Laurie really enjoyed her time with her dad. Grandma really seemed to enjoy herself as well. They don't get to see him as often!

The best thing for me was just seeing my kids with their cousins, grandparents and old friends. Mikey rode dirtbikes and Brooke had Minnie-mouse stay all night with her....no for real...the Minnie from Walt Disney World!

We see my family alot as they travel south quite often, but to me there is no place like home. The people back in Newell, WV are just down to earth, real folks. I really love the people I grew up with...tons of memories! Laurie got to shop, shop and shop. We love going home!

Enjoy the pictures!

Old Church Becomes An Auction House

The sale of the old church building has finally happened. Unfortunately, things didn't work out like we anticipated. God is still in control, and He will restore that which was lost in all this.

This week we received alot of attention when we protested at the closing of the old property. To be honest some was good and some not so good. One thing I admit that I did not think through vey well was how this would weigh on the new owners.

The new owners are Tom and Jesse Neese. They are very good people and I count them as friends. A few months ago Tom called to take Laurie and I to dinner. He told me he was moving his business to Enterprise, and I assumed he was looking for a business partner as he knows I love auctions. To the contrary he wanted to inform me of a business move he was making. He and his wife told me they had entered a contractual agreement to purchase the church property, and was shocked to find out after the fact that it was the church we had been forced to evict.

They have been so gracious...they asked me not to be upset with them. I assured them I was not at the least bit put off by their business decision. It was a great move at an unbelievable price...I told them if I could get it at that price I would do it too. Furthermore, when they found out it was the church I pastored they offered the building to the church at no charge...unreal. I expressed concern for the people...and they said its open anytime...Anytime!

The news did not make it clear about the time span that we were locked out and evicted...this has been a two year process. So, its vitally important that everyone in the community understand that the Neese's have done nothing wrong to our church. They have extended a loving arm, and I ask that noone criticize them for what they did. They have nothing to do with what has gone on in our battle with Word of Life.

That is just a building...don't turn it into a sacred cow. We are the church and we will continue. The Neese family has been very generous to me and our fellowship. I encourage the local folks to go enjoy a night at the auction...trust me the roof won't cave in...nothing sac-religious about it.

When Laurie and I first went we stepped out and shed a little tear, but it was something that needed to be done. So, my apologies to the Neese family for any unfair criticism you have received due to your recent purchase. I want them to know I love them and I will support their business when I can.

FYI: The auctions are Tuesday & Saturday @ 7pm! Go have some fun and try their BBQ it makes us fat boys happy!

Peaceful Protest Planned for 3 pm

We will be protesting in a peaceful manner the closing on our former church property. As you know our church people paid for that property with their tithes and offerings. Word of Life agreed to sign that back to the congregation and instead is selling it out from under us. We will line the street of 203 S Edwards in peaceful protest as they sign the property and Hank Davis pockets the $165,000 that he did nothing to earn or deserve. I pray that Word of Life and Church of the Harvest in Cleveland, TN are shut down by the hand of God for the deceptive practices that occur on a regular basis. Come out and show your support for the church and see if Hank Davis will face us, apologize, or continue to be the spiritual coward that we know him to be.

The Outpouring Has Not Even Begun

This morning in prayer I got to thinking about The Outpouring series and why it seemed so short lived. I beleive that the Lord has spoken to my heart...that it is not over....as a matter of fact it hasn't even begun.

I believe its about to get crazy and God is going to do something huge!!!

July Schedule Set For Christ Life

Thanks to our Christ Life family that has really been holding it together. A big thank you to all of you that have been attending small groups and continue supporting the church financially. Not sure what to expect over the coming months, but I am expecting God to be in control. And that's fine with me.

The building we had hoped to move into is still up in the air....but I think we are no longer first on the list as some deeper pockets are showing interest. Regardless, God's will be done!

Tonight we had our small group leaders meeting. We will continue in small group through the first Sunday of August...(at least). Below is the Christ Life schedule for the next month...

July 1st ... Small Group Host's Meeting
July 5th ... Small Groups
July 12th ... Small Groups (Lindley's on vacation)
July 15th ... Leadership Meeting
July 19th ... Church Cook/Covered Dish ( Johnny Henderson Park)
July 26th ... Small Groups (Shroades' on vacation)

Everyone please attend the small groups ... we are doing video messages from some of the greatest communicators in God's kingdom ... the fellowship allows you to get to know people on a new level ... there's usually food!

She had a tatoo that said Nobody

A couple of years ago Ken Tuck and I took a group of folks to the inner city of Los Angeles on a Love in Action outreach. We had the privilege of teaming with The Dream Center lead by their pastor, Matthew Barnett. On this trip we had the opportunity to reach out to people living in the hotels in the notorious Skid Row district of downtown L.A.

While we were passing out food to the families that were staying in these cheap hotels I saw something that literally broke my heart. I have carried this image with me for years.

There was young African American woman staying in the hotel. She sheepishly got in line to receive the food we were distributing. As she came through the line my heart went out for her. Never really had a chance to get her story, but the back of her neck said enough. As she turned around to go back to her room...I saw a tattoo...it said....NOBODY

Did I really need her story...she tatooed her body with her perception of what she was...a nobody! To this day that image still breaks my heart.

How many people do we as Christians walk by everyday...that may not be tatooed...but they are marked. Inwardly, they feel like they don't matter. They wonder why they exist. There are people that have been so beat down that they have branded themselves as unlovable. My prayer is that God will give us the ability to find the nobody's of this world and introduce them to the one someone that will make them feel like a somebody.

My Son Inspires Me!!!

Many of you know my son, Mikey. Excuse me, the other day he said Mike not Mikey. Regardless, you know who I am talking about.

Six or seven years ago my son came home from basketball practice and said that there was this droopy thing over his eye. My wife immediately recognized that his retina may be detatched. Her fears were confirmed and the next day we were in the hospital having surgery. It wasn't long that the same thing happened in his other eye. Unfortunately, the surgery was not as successfull in his second eye. They ended up having to do back to back surgeries to repair the retina. Along with that he had to have a cataract removed and an ocular lense implanted. His eye sight never really came back.

Laurie and the kids both struggle with Wagner-Stickler Syndrome. A disorder that effects connective tissue in the body. Their eyes...joints...mouth...ears...heart...any where tissue connects body parts.

Through it all Mikey continues to be an active energetic young man. Noone will ever know how much he has to adjust and how hard he has to work just to do the simplest of things. I have seen him on hands and knees patting the floor looking for his glasses because they had fallen off his face. I have heard him complain of pain in his arms just from throwing a baseball.

He inspires me to never give up. Before the surgeries (even though young) he was a stand out athlete...after the surgeries he found himself struggling to continue as an athlete, but he never gave up. He continued playing ball...even sitting through the humiliation of coaches not playing him "because of his eyes", and other kids yelling things about being blind while he was trying to bat.

The amazing thing...I have seen him in the top of his teams batting averages almost every season. He has to open up his stance just to get a glimpse of the ball with his right eye. He makes diving catches at second base, but it takes a little while for him to throw the ball because he has to relocate the bag after coming up with the ball. I love watching him play baseball because he has to work really hard just to be on the field...noone just gives it to him because he is friends with so and so. Sometimes the coaches put him in the outfield...the smart ones put him back at second as soon as possible... I have seen coaches intentionally embarass him. At times he wanted to quit, but he is now playing on the 15 to 18 year old Enterprise Rec team. I think he has the ability to play JV for the high school. With some practice...I wouldn't count him out of playing varsity ball for the Wildcats.

He also is a natural at motocross racing. He one the first and only three state race series he entered. He was so outstanding that he became a fan favorite. When people found out he was blind they stood in amazement as he would whip that motorcycle all over the track. As a matter of fact, his bike broke half way through the series. He was leading and his competitor provided a bike for him to finish the series. He loves racing dirt bikes...it scares us to death. But, he is really a good rider. A student of racing...he's amazing.

His grades are great...he never complains except that he feels hindered at times. He does his homework, he does have to sit up front. Gets paddled and doesn't tell his principal to be careful of his eye disorder. The teacher doesn't know he is hard hearing so they assume he is not paying attention. His friends parents love him and most his friends seem to have his back in the event when little scuffles break out...though I have heard he can hold his own. He was the first in our family to pass his driving permit on the first attempt. But, we did have to get a doctors slip saying he can drive.

He always overcomes regardless of his physical limitations. That's why my son inspires me! We all need to learn to overcome the things that hinder us!

Watching Your Kids Become Adults

Your kids are pretty much what you as a parent have trained them to be! Yikes!

This week we celebrated my daughters 19th birthday... Laurie and I are both proud to be the parents of Mikey and Brooke. Probably the greatest honor I have as a parent is knowing that both my kids love Jesus. But, beyond that it is always a blessing when other parents pull Laurie and I aside just to tell us that they are glad that their kids hang out with ours...not that they are perfect...but because they are good kids.

Today I want to focus on Brooke. Later I will do a blog on the difference between raising boys and girls!

Brooke is an adult! She will always be my little girl, but she is at the age where my role is entirely different. Over the years I have followed the instruction of Dr. Dobson...letting the rope go further and further with time. For instance, when Brooke was in 9th grade I felt a fair curfew was 10 pm...by her senior year we asked that if she could not be home by midnight to give us a call. Now, what she does and when she determines to come home is her call.

Brooke is going into her sophomore year at Troy University. Our commitment is to insure her vehicle, keep up the maintainace, pay for repairs and give her a certain amount weekly while she stays on campus. Recently, Brooke talked to us about financing a car. This is where you have to let your adult kids make the tough decision. I encouraged her not to do it. Debt is slavery! I told her if she chooses to do it...it will be her baby. The entire bill would be hers and my commitment to providing a vehicle is finished. It doesn't mean that you don't try to offer advice. But, once the advice is offered you need to let them make the decision and live with it.

Too many parents are still trying to control their adult kids lives...and that is a whole different ball of emotional junk I am not qualified to handle! Craig Groeschel tells the story of when he was in college that his parents told him if he starts drinking, partying and doing the things that come with that lifestyle that they will cut off all funding and he will be on his own. He shares how he went against his parents wishes. Guess what they did? They cut him off financially! That took guts...too many parents treat their 25 year olds like 5 year olds.

If your adult children are making bad decisions, over their head in debt, sexually impure, drinking too much, and the list could go on. You have to draw the line in the sand and determine not to cross it. Quit fighting their battles for them! And by all means quit covering up the messes they make...eventually the pile will get so high that its obvious what the problem is. YOU!! You are only enabling them to be what they are...the first change that needs to take place is probably with you!

I am not encouraging you to abandon your kids. Like you, I will always be there for my kids. But, when they become adults its time for them to chart their own course. When we as parents continually bail our kids out...they will continue coming back for hand-outs until you cut them off.

Let me share some examples where you may need to step in to help...if they are the victim in a physically abusive marriage...by all means get him/her out at any cost! In the event that their mental capacity erodes due to finances, drugs or whatever take proper action...just make sure its proper. If your adult children go through a serious life change be there for them as thats when they will need you...not your lectures. For instance, foreclosure...divorce...death of a child... bankrupcy...marital unfaithfulness...depression...loss of a business and once again the list could go on.

Its amazing after a couple of decades in ministry the number of adults I know that the biggest problem is their parents. If you have an adult child, then you may want to consider some drastic changes that need to be made so you and your children can be more productive. You as an adult child may even need to tell, not ask, your parents to butt out! Don't let controlling parents cost you your marriage, your job or your dreams.

Well, that's all for now....holla!

How Would You Survive If You Lost Your Spouse?

A couple weeks ago I was at an auction when one of the elders came in and told me he needed to talk to me outside. Considering everything our church had been through I thought, what now? It was worse than a church emergency...it was a family emergency.

My wife was at home with chest pains that she had been suffering through for nearly an entire day. She said they started at 1am and now it was 7 pm. All her friends were getting worried so they sent Brother T to get me. I went home and decided to take her to the hospital. I didn't think she was having a heart attack, but with her health problems I felt I better get her looked at.

Fortunately, she did not have heart problems... But, while pulling up to the ER the thought crossed my mind....What would I do without Laurie? That was a scary thought! I chalked it up to one of those things that you eventually have to deal with as you get older.

If I lost my wife right now it would be really difficult to go forward. I'm still fairly young and the thought of even dating another woman scares me. My biggest concern would be Mikey...his mom does so much for him and I would really stink at being Mr. Mom. Brooke would lose her best friend...I think it would have devistated her for years.

What a sobering thought...but one day one of us will go first...How will we make it?

How would you survive if you lost your spouse right now?

Sunday Night Review

What a difference a couple of days can make! A few days ago I was sure that many in our fellowship were beat down and defeated due to the ever changing circumstances of the past couple of years. Was I wrong! They came energized!

Over the past several months Christ Life Church has lost a building, met in a park, rented a hotel conference room, met in a restraunt, and now we are going to be in homes for at least the next month. The last ten years has been one challenge after the other, but I am seeing the fruit of teaching balanced messages and pouring into the leaders.

Nearly 10 years ago we came to Enterprise with anywhere from 12 to 21 people coming to services. Over a couple year period we saw an explosion of growth to over a couple hundred calling our church their home. In those first 9 years we had over 3000 visitors. Our growth was explosive and so was our ministry. Unfortunately, our covering began having legal issues which lead to our first request for them to put the building back in the local churches name.

God in His wisdom knew He could not allow us to grow to thousands knowing the evil that lurked as a prententious spiritual covering for our fellowship. Over a four year period we began realizing we were tied to an organization that lacked integrity. So, we decided to come out from under their covering as the manipulation continued.

Many would visit and comment that our church should be running thousands...and I agreed. God being in control knew what was coming. Imagine if thousand had been coming when Word of Life sold the church out from under us. What if we had thousands and thousands of dollars that they could have drained from our bank account.

Through this I have seen the wisdom of God, and the resiliance (sp?) of His people. Today fearing the beginning of the end...God showed me that He has put a remnant of people that still wanted to go forward. Nearly, 50 people showed up at our house at 10:30 this morning to show their support....I really anticipated 20 at the most. I told them we have no building options, and that we would have to meet in homes for a month before we can even begin to make any building decisions. To my surprise over 55 people are now signed up for small groups.

I let them know if they still have hope that God is going to move in our church, then I will continue to lead the charge. I am trusting God to take us forward from this point. I am making no big plans...totally leaving it up to Him. Its His church so He can do what He wants I am simply a vessel yielded to God.

What a great day! Please continue to pray for God to move at Christ Life Church.

Rally Together Party This Sunday!

This Sunday we will rally together at my house (300 Faye Street). Everyone come at 10:30 for a time of fellowship, devotions and worship. Aftwards we will update everyone as to our new location (if possible). Regardless you will know exactly what to do for the next several weeks.

Following that we will have a huge cookout....bring the kids, bring friends...its still church...we have to rally together. Dress Comfortable!!!

In Search of A Building for Christ Life

First, it was great having fellowship with Headland Assembly of God today. What a great ministry opportunity Sean and Shira have ahead of them. Really enjoyed meeting their new baby, Elisha....Our God is a God of miracles. Oh yeah, nice to see Sean's mom, Sherry, she lives two house around the corner from me and we had to drive to Headland to talk with her.


I know this has been a challenge. Today I put it the best I could in talking with a church planter. We are not experiencing the excitement of starting a new church. We are going through the agony of holding a church together. And that's the key we all have to stay together to make this work.

Karen Lewis was able to help secure David's Catfish House so she is back on the beat helping us with a building that I think is a real possibility. If that does not work I need to know if you would be willing to travel to New Brockton? Enterprise is to dang expensive! That's why most their buildings sit empty!

New Brockton is only 5 miles out of the way...it has larger buildings available...we can set up without tearing down til we found something in Enterprise or saved enough to build a building.

As far as services go right now. We will be organizing some home groups until we find a building. Its crucial that we attend. If we do not have a building by Teusday we will organize home groups for the next four weeks. So, will anyone volunteer their home?

Finally, I need to remind everyone to remember their tithe and offering. We still have financial obligations that don't involve buildings. Also, we need to be sure to have money when the right door opens.

Well, I love you guys...sorry to everyone on the church bus today. It wouldn't be a successful church outing if the church bus didn't break down!!

Sunday Service To Be Held @ Headland Assembly of God

Hey guys just a reminder that we will not be meeting at David's Catfish House this week. As know we will no longer be able to use the restraunt as they have to open on Sunday due to hard economic times.

We will be car pulling to Headland Assembly of God for Sunday services. Sean Morgan is the senior pastor...you may remember that he lead our worship team until he moved to Dothan. Everyone needs to be at my house by 9:30 as we will pull out on time. Church starts at 10:45...216 Cleveland Street if you don't make it. That is in Headland, AL.

Looking forward to being with some old friends that we have not seen in a while. A special thank you to Pastor Sean and the enire Headland AG church for your kind offer...

David & Deana Wedding Relocated Due to Rain

Just a note on behalf of David & Deana...they are having the wedding at The Enterprise Inn & Suites because the wedding on the bridge just won't fly with all the rain.

Make sure you are there on time....the Inn is not working very well with them in this situation. We will begin at 4:00 pm.

Final Service At David's Catfish House

Yesterday when I clicked the icon to post my blog...my cell phone rang. It was the owners of David's Catfish House. They explained to me that the economy has slowed them down so much taht they will have to be open on Sundays. They are willing to let us be there this week, but we will need to find another location after Sunday's service.

I have a couple leads and others are now looking. Enterprise is just so stinkin' proud of their stuff. Rent is crazy. I do believe God is going to see us through to the next building. I think we need a larger building as we have had some good attendance lately. I am shooting for something that can seat at least 250. Its time to get a location where we will not be constantly setting up and tearing down if possible.

We will probably move our grad service to this Sunday so all grads be sure you area in the service this week. I will be giving $100 to all grads...just kidding!

The Outpouring will be talking about The Promises...two promise that can turn a church upside down. I am excited about what God wants to say to His people. Stay posted...

The Outpouring - Pt. 1 Problem Identified

Well I wanted to wait a day or two so I could look back and post a blog with proper hind-sight instead of writing under the lack of adrenalin that Monday so often offers. I'm glad I did because yesterday was blah...kind of strange considering how awesome Sunday was. The Outpouring has begun at Christ-Life Church.

First, thank you to all the faithful people that have hung in there in the transition from The Potter's House to Christ Life...from Battens to Davids Catfish House. You deserve a crown! Beleive me when I say this you are going to look back and be glad that you stayed. You didn't let your feelings get hurt, you stayed even though tired, and you have not made it about you...God will honor that....and I love you for it!

Many of you have kept tithing right through the worst of financial calamity in our country. Remember that tithe is given to God, and He knows your obedience in doing so. You have put God first...now He is about to bless you with first-class ministry.

I am going out on a limb here but I want you to know the vision I have from God...I admit I have not enjoyed living in Enterprise. As an outsider it has been very difficult to make true friends in this very clickish/political town. The spiritual enviroment seems to operate under the same conditions which is typical of most places. Churches often take on the enviroment of the community. Another thing is that this place is so flipping boring. There is nothing to do...and this is where I believe its time to go out on a limb. Since this town is so boring...why not create a church that is the exciting thing to do in Enterprise (with Gods help of course). A church where people will want to attend, visit, become a member and get involved. Where its all about Jesus...He is lifted up ... and people are drawn. A church where men can gather for fellowship. Where women can build strong relaionships. Where the youth are being shaped into world changers. A place where discipleship is still part of the vision! A church that people are being added to daily. A place where the poorest are seated right next to the wealthiest...and they have a mutual love for each other. OH...there's more! How about touching the entire world with the joy of the Lord instead of being frustrated by all the junk that happens.

The book of Joel revealed a huge problem...a plague of locusts. The locusts destroyed everything the people of God had. It translated into 4 more problems:

1. No New Wine! To me that is symbolic of the absence of the Holy Spirit. Remember when David commited adultry and had someone murdered. In Psalm 51 he prayed God do not take your Holy Spirit from me. I say it like this... God do not take your spirit of holiness from me. When things are so bad you cann't even feel the Spirit of God you become tempted to comprise your personal holiness. For God to restore, His Holy Spirit must be the guiding force. Not what I want...not what you want...egos must go! The Holy Spirit operates to point people to Jesus. So, for there to be new wine in our midst we must simply be conduits by which the Holy Spirit can flow and direct people to Jesus!
2. No Offerings! The priest were morning because there was nothing to offer God. No money..no burnt offerings...nothing and it was demoralizing. When you are stripped of everything and you have nothing left to offer God it is depressing. Most godly people want to give more than they do. Authentic pastors wish their respective churches would prosper so they could do more for the kingdom. If you have nothing material to offer God...offer Him you! Do as Isaiah did and declare here am I Lord! Isaiah had some work to be done inside of him...but he still made himself available to God. Offer yourself to God!
3. No joy! Unhappy Christians...need I say more. Enjoy Jesus...its time that we wipe the frown of disappoint off our faces. Many of you may be weak...let the joy of the Lord be your strength. Remember in our weaknesses He is made strong. Let Jesus live through you! Don't let this world drain you of the things this world cann't restore. The world didn't give it to me and the world cann't take it away. Remember the old song...this joy that I have, the world didn't give it and the world cann't take it away. Don't confuse happiness with joyfulness...you can still have joy even if you're not happy with the conditions you find yourself in.
4. No celebration! Three songs a message and out the door. There's a problem when the most exciting part of a church service is the benediction. Celebrate Jesus! Forget all the other junk that is going on in your life and get focused on the One who saved your soul. Worship should be an audience of One. Its not what you get out of worship...its what you put into it. Celebrate, Shout, Dance, Sing, Clap, Cry...just do it. God is worthy...He inhabits the praises of His people. If we aren't celebrating Him we will not experience His presence.

To restore all the things that had been stripped away God required two things....rip your heart open in my presence and intercede for the people. I invited people who used to attend primarily to get them interceding for us because I saw how tired and weak we had become. When our strongest leaders were ready to throw in the towel I knew we had entered desperate times. Desperate times require desperate measures. It was was so amazing to see people who left our church (some years ago) come in with a smile on their face and worship with us. By the end of the day...some asked forgiveness for hurting the church by leaving the way they did...other recommitted their lives to Jesus....during the week some people emailed and let us know they could not come but that they were praying for us. Some have told me that they have wanted to come back, but that will have to be between them and God.

Through all the hurt of the past couple years (especially) I feel its time to allow God to restore what has been taken, pour out His Spirit and to move on. I want everyone to know I do not hate Hank Davis or Word of Life officials. What they did was unethical and immoral but it is not up to me to seek revenge. God will repay them...they already have their reward. I must forgive them so I can be totally focused on what God's will might be for our fellowship. None of us are called to wrestle with flesh and blood! I feel as if we (primarily me) had entered that arena so I now gracefully bow out. I now stand in the gap for you...asking God to restore more than you lost. To grow our church out of a restraunt...to be the light of the world. From this time forward no more mentioning of the wrongs brought to our church...lets move forward in the power of the Spirit.

READ THE BOOK OF JOEL FOR THE OUTPOURING

Just a quick blog to remind everyone to read through the book of Joel. The Outpouring series was birthed from Joel 2:28. It will be easier if everyone has a basic understanding of the book before they come on Sunday. Since this will be a series that lasts three weeks there is no way I can read every scripture.

I hope to have a nice crowd Sunday. I have invited a bunch of people that used to attend the church. Not necessarily to draw them back but to get them involved in the process of interceding for us. It has been a struggle the past couple years and I am looking forward to a restoration of all things. Come to The Outpouring expecting!

INVITATION TO THOSE WHO USED TO COME TO CHRIST LIFE

To those who have not been to the church in a long time. Maybe you left happy...maybe you left mad (that usually means at me). God has really been putting a huge message on my heart for our church.

It is no secret we have gone through some huge changes. Most of you who left was bought in at one time, and for some reason or another your attendance is irregular or not at all. Maybe you have fallen into sin, just lost interest, felt lead by God or just got mad. Many of you left just because we did not offer this or that. I am pushing the doors wide open...even to those of you that have not been to the church in years.

God has given me a message called The Outpouring. It is from the book of Joel...and believe me it is an eye-opener. If you once attended Christ Life/The Potter's House you know we have really gone through it over the past couple of years. It has been a real struggle. I am not sure what God is up to, but I know he has put it on my heart to invite some old friends back to the church for this serve.

We start at 10:30 on Sunday...coffee and donuts at 10:00...Brad Garrett will be leading worship for The Outpouring....God is doing something huge...please come...pray about it...ask God...I dare you!

Start Praying NOW! And Don't Stop!

Just a quick post to let you know that I feel God has a message for our church wrapped up in the series I passionately refer to as ' The Outpouring'.

Recently I took a three day prayer retreat to be sure I was hearing from God. Next Sunday cannot come soon enough to me. All I am asking you to do is pray that God will pour it out...and then be there when He does!

Stay up to date this week via my blog, twitter, emails...and the old fashion mail. Please take this seriously..do not blow it off. If you want God to move in our midst...
If you want to a fresh encounter with God... If you want to experience the power of the Holy Spirit... If you want to see people meet Jesus....

THEN START PRAYING NOW...AND DON'T STOP!!!

Frustration-The Devils Foothold!!!

Prior to my prayer retreat I had felt an overwelming feeling of frustration. Frustration from so many external forces that were out of my control that it was effecting every area of my life. Below I have listed some frustrations and the course of action I have taken to remedy the situation:

• Physically-I was frustrated that I had allowed myself to become so heavy because its gonna take alot work to lose this much weight. Frustrating because I am a high energy person. Sometimes my body aches so bad I can hardly move. I found that I cann't endure the work of the day like I used to. To counter that I have begun eating a little better and not as much. Also, I walk as close to 5 miles a day as I possibly can.
• Financially-Laurie and I had worked hard to get our debt problems remedied. We had been a servant to the lender for so long that we were in bondage. We took some drastic actions to get ourselves in a position that we did not owe everything that was coming in to someone else. This year we finally got to a point that we could start saving money. Embarassed to say we had no savings, no retirement (other than social security). Then, for the past several months the bottom fell out and the finances at the church seemed to dry up. For a month and a half I never received my salary (housing only). What little savings I had was immediately dried up, and my hobby of selling on ebay/auctions had to float the family. To counter these frustrations I kept tithing and started giving more in the form of offerings. As soon as I could I replaced the small amount of savings...more psycological to know its there. I talked openly with my wife and kids keeping them informed.
• Emotionally-I was beat down! Totally felt fried on life! I developed the mindset that all the church problems was my fault. Believed I had not been a good husband, father, provider. I could feel depression settling in. To be honest I was (and continue to be) angry with Word of Life. I find it hard to let it go because the changes the church has gone through has effected my family in every way. The church members are tired and worn out. I worry about some of them falling over dead...more than walking away from the church. The church condition has caused me to consider a career change...which to me would be a job and not a career. When you struggle financially, physically and spiritually it will have a negative impact on you emotionally. To counter this I have committed to be honest whether its popular or not. The thinking happy thoughts and trying to keep everything positive is superficial to me. Also, I have recommitted to spending time in open ended communication with God. He is the Sustainer of my emotions. I have been keeping my emotions in check by challenging the things that make me feel guilty or fearful.
• Spiritually-I was losing ground...didn't feel like praying...didn't feel like reading my Bible...very little fellowship with other believers. A church that has gone through so much. I became very frustrated with church people because they were not doing anything other than Sunday. I kinda lost sight that everything I went through they went through with me. As a matter of fact, (not being overly confident) many probably keep going in an attempt to please me. As you can tell, the church has been a real frustration to me and my family. I noticed my kids were becoming sarcastic and making very critical comments about the church. My kids expressed the disbelief in some of the leaders that recently burnt the church. So, I became concerned that all the effort I have put into pointing my kids towards Jesus and not allowing the church to drive them from Him. To remedy things with my kids they got excited when we all talked about me getting out of the ministry...that really concerned me. So I knew the only way to see change was to lead the charge. I got in my prayer closet...kept my wife and kids informed of all that I was feeling. Made sure we were spending quality time as a family. We even discussed the possibilities of moving to another part of the country. Prayer has been the key...allowing God to speak to me because I was losing hope.

Now that I have opened myself a little to prove my point. Frustration is the devils foothold. I beleive if the enemy sees you frustrated he applies pressure. Have you ever noticed that sin seems so appealing when you are frustrated? You get frustrated sexually you may be tempted to flirt with that person you secretly adore. Maybe you think about committing adultry to fill the void you sense. Its possible you feel no emotional attachment to your spouse so you try to connect to someone else.

When I am frustrated...the beer cooler is a magnet. I can go in out of the gas station and never think about it. All of a sudden a cold beer sure sounds good. I have never said a beer would send you to hell. My problem is...I knew if I drank one I would probably do something stupid. Like drink til I couldn't walk. I say this to let you know temptation abounds...and it is magnified when you are frustrated.

Therfore, identify the areas that are frustrating you and begin to counter them. Frustration is the devils foothold! God's plan is not to frustrate you! Remember he will not put more on us than we can carry...it just feels like it. In our weakness He is made strong. The joy of the Lord is our strength. Lean not on you own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge Him. He will never leave you nor will He forsake you.

The Reason Our Church Relocated In A Nutshell!!

I have been receiving alot of requests explaining what happened to our church so I have reposted the two year ordeal (really Hank has been a problem for 10 years...basically ever since I have known him 1990.)

The youth pastor who struggled as the interim sought counsel in his old pastor in regards to Battens P&W. His pastor was Hank Davis. Hank is the leader of Word of Life Ministries and the senior pastor of Church of the Harvest in Cleveland, TN. Word of Life came and approached the church about becoming their covering. The church accepted and the problems began. First, Hank Davis managed to get the property transferred to Word of Life for the amount of $10 via the unsuspecting youth pastor. Then, he borrowed $16,000 for repairs...most of which never were finished. He came to the elders and told them this would be a blessing to the church and then stuck them with the loan for repairs.

I failed to mention it was Word of Life that I was a part of while in college. Hank and his staff asked me to pastor the church in Alabama. I was not wild about working with Hank, but I fell in love with the people in this church. So I came to E'prise.

The loan was the first bone of contention. Many contentions have followed since. On every occasion we tried to be supportive but never felt as if we had received the truth. He had some serious sexual allegations and we went to him. We told him the church was in his ministries name and we felt it would be best if he signed it back to us. He said no worries I will not plea-out to anything. We found that he made a plead to a lesser charge by way of the internet.

The thing is we were growing and doing some good ministry. We wanted to move into town and build a nice new church. The upkeep was too much on the old church. We arranged a meeting with the Word of Life board, traveled to Tennessee to present our plans, and there was no board. Just Hank Davis. He said God had spoke to him about us wanting to build and he was all for it ( I knew he was lying). He said That he would sign the property back to the church he just needed to talk with his lawyer.

Two of the people he claimed on his board notified me that there must be a mistake as they are not on a board for Word of Life. One had said they had to ask him during the sexual lawsuits to quit bringing their name into it. Anyways, he has some loyalists that did support him and allowed him to do this to our church. They are:

• Marcus Lamb, Owner Daystar Television
• Scott Thomas, Pastor Church Without Walls Lakeland, TBN speaker (go figure)
• Kent Davis, Pastor City Church in Tampa (came and locked us out of the church last May)

I spoke with Hank a week later...he reemed me out for bringing him before the sheep and gave me verbal consent to sell the property. He never contacted us again. He would not return our calls. We sought legal advise and the banks advice...they both said quick making mortgage payment and force him into foreclosure. We did that and Hank had his lawyer evict us. He never did sign the property back to us. He paid the $35,000 balance and just sold it to the first offer at $165,000. We had no where to go. We met in the park for two weeks. We rented a hotel conference room and now we rent a restraunt weekly. That is two years in a nutshell.

New Series - THE OUTPOURING - Coming Soon

For over a month now I have been stuck in the book of Joel. I have no idea what God is about to do, but I know He has given me an awesome message for Christ Life Church. The new series is called The Outpouring. This will begin the third Sunday of May.

Everyone please make sure you clear your schedules for the last couple Sundays of May. God has put some very specific things on my heart. Y'all be sure to be reading through the book of Joel. Its three chapters of easy reading.

I am not assuming any results. Just trying to be obedient to God and leaving the results up to Him. Please be in prayer. Invite everyone you can...call people that used to come they really need to be there.

POUR IT OUT GOD!!!

Follow Me On My Prayer Retreat This Week via Twitter!!

Tuesday or Wednesday I will begin a three day prayer retreat. Feel free to follow me on Twitter. I will try to give up dates. I am praying primarily for Gods insight into a message I beleive He has given me for our fellowship. I feel that the Lord has instructed me to take my prayer retreat before elaborating on what it is I will be sharing. Please be in prayer with me.

Trusting God For Our Own Location

A couple of weeks ago I posted a comment on Twitter that I was feeling it was time to find a more permanent location of our own. This week in talking to so many of our members...they feel its time to move. Its tough doing what we do because we had our own place to worship until it was taken over by Word of Life to be sold for a profit. Every Sunday we show up 2.5 hours before service to set up the worship area...then we stay to tear it down. It has wore some folks out and I think its time that we believe God for a more permanent location. Please pray that God will provide the location and the finances. Pray about what God would have you give? I estimate we need to raise about $5000.00 to make the transition.

Florida Campus Pastor Shane Braucht to Speak in Enterprise

This coming Sunday Enterprise will host the campus pastor, Shane Braucht. Shane, Melody and Boaz are some of my favorite people on the planet. He will be speaking in our morning service. We are so excited that they will be making the trip to Enterprise. Pastor Justin and Shane will spend some time together in an attempt to make both campuses function with excellence. To create a place where people can meet Jesus! Everyone be sure to come...bring a friend...or an enemy. Just make sure you are there. Remember coffee and donuts at 10 am.

The Church Needs Some Help

I have a Friday post going into the weekend. Part of going to church is finding a place to serve within the fellowship. We have a handful that always seems to carry the load for others to enjoy.

For the past year or so Jim Mock has been in charge of setting up on Sundays, and he liked to do things himself...he really never built a team. Since Jim has moved on that burden has fallen on those who are already doing plenty.

Therefore, we need men, women and teens that can show up at 8 am to set up tables and chairs. We also need you to stay a few minutes after service to reset the tables and chairs for the restraunt. This is alot of work and we really need everyones involvement. Hope to see you there.

Changes: One Good One

A few months ago Justin and I went to the Unleashed conference hosted by New Spring Church in Anderson, SC. I really went there to sit back listen and implement as little as possible because I was wore out spiritually. It was a great conference. Perry Noble and his staff are very good hosts.

I remember walking in and a greeter asked where we were from...she turned around and at the top of her lungs started screaming "Enterprise, Alabama in the house." I was embarassed! I did not want the attention...they did nothing wrong. Just not looking to have everyone stare at the two of us representing Enterprise, AL.

The messages were edgey as expected, and the break out sessions were so-so. We went to the second break out session together. That session provided us the one thing that we brought back to Enterprise knowing we had to implement it.

We have started doing a pre-service walk through. Man has it been something we needed. Every Sunday, once the chairs and sound equipment is set up, we do a walk through of our entire service...from the count down to the you are free to go. To be honest...I was ticked the first time we did it because the leadership team was late...lethargic...whatever....it did not go well...BUT THE SERVICE DID!

Over the past month Justin has diligently reminded the team that we are trying to create a place where people can meet Jesus and for that to happen we need as few of distractions as possible. I have to say this is one of the largest steps in the area of excellence we have taken in the nine years I have been pastoring in Enterprise.

There was so much disorganization, back woods attitudes, and the like that I was fed up with it all. We didn't even know who to give the mic to...and the final straw was when our last guest speaker wasn't even given a microphone. Sometimes I wouldn't have my outline to Justin on time. The praise team was fighting within. To many things that made us look sloppy. Ministry team leaders coming in late and not giving a rip. Well, I am here to tell you I am seeing those things slip away and I love it.

Brad Shroades Sober Over A Year

I have meant to put this up sooner...but my family wanted me to blog that Brad has been sober for over a year....if you get a chance mail him a note of encouragement.

Brad Shroades
105 Harrison Street
Newell, WV 26050

Shout Out to Justin Swasey!

Rarely does a pastor have the joy of doing life with someone as awesome as Justin Swasey! He has bought in to the vision of seeing people come to Christ...this guy is passionate about Jesus.

I love and appreciate Justin for his constant encouragement. There have been very few people come to my rescue in nearly 20 years of ministry...especially those times I've just wanted to quit. He has been a great friend and confidant. Every pastor needs a Justin Swasey.

I love and appreciate your humble spirit, wisdom and love for the church. You are a great man of God!

Use this blog to let Justin know how much you love him!!!

March Madness

Well, for the next month you will have put up with the insanity. I love this time of year. Its like hoops 24/7. And anytime the mighty Mountaineers are playing you can expect plenty of trash talking.

I want to encourage you to get on twitter.com so we can talk smack during the game. Over the course of this month I typically don't take a shower for fear of missing a good play. I will do all I can to avoid human contact. MARCH MADNESS is finally here.

This should be a paid holiday for all of America....tip off is just two hours away. I have two sepereate brackets. One was my person picks going with my gut...the other is on the ESPN Challenge. So let's look at the field. First, sorry to our boys of Troy...but you have to win when it counts.

I have to say Louisville looks strong....probably will win it all. But the Big East has 5 or 6 teams capable of going all the way. It could be a Big East final four. Duke is going home early. Missouri will surprise some people. Butler and Washington will send the weak SEC teams home in the first round.

Clemson might be stronger than you think, but the Terps will need some help. They are lucky to be in the dance. UConn will struggle...if things fall in their direction watch for them to make a push, but they will more than likely be a let down this year. Memphis....Overrated. No where as good as the were last year. Syracuse might be the sleeper. If WVU gets past Kansas you better keep an eye on my boys.

Finally, North Carolina is down with injury concerns. We will have to see. Tyler Hansbro cannot carry this team...he needs his buddy Ty. I will go ahead and make my ESPN pick my official pick.......Louisville Cardinals over the Pittsburgh Panthers in the National Championship!

That's my analysis of the game I will give updates daily...Two hours til tip time...gotta do alot between now and then...

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These DOA messages are killing me!

I am currently doing a series called DOA...and it is killing me. When I started this I would have never dreamed that God was going to give me a spiritual tune up. Yet I know God is still working in me...trying to lessen Mike so that He can increase!

I want God to shine through me. I want God to preach through me. I want God to love through me. I want God to give through me. The only way I can do that is by getting rid of the me.

The prep for this series has caused me to struggle so much that I feel like I am dying. The great thing is...the more I take me out of the picture the better things seem to be. I know many of you are saying wish you would gotten out of the picture a long time ago. Its people like you that keep my flesh alive!

I don't know if I have ever loved my wife more than I do right now. My marriage is becoming everything I had ever dreamed it would be. In the corner of my bathroom mirror I have written "give up". So that everyday I will be reminded I give up my life for her.

I am about to add "take up" to the other corner. As a reminder to take up my cross every day. This came to me by way of a message on TBN. From a Word of Life board member...a friend...someone that ministry has put a strain on our relationship. I heard someone say one time that the cross was something that the flesh crawled upon to die.

This series has brought me into check...with family members, the church, and even what God's will is for my life. A place where honesty and reality have parked side by side ... and they're in the parking spot that is supposed to be reserved for the senior pastor. I am so NOT everything I should be!

UNLEASH Messages Challenge Me to the Core of Who I Am!

I just came from the UNLEASH conference in Anderson, SC and heard a couple of the most challenging messages I have heard in years. I went to this conference hoping that I could just be encouraged by the messages. No anticipation of bringing new ideas back to Christ-Life. I succeeded. You all will be glad to know that I am not changing anything at this point.

Well, I lied just a little because I am anticipating a change in me. I typically don't compare what one church has with what we have. Not fair to either of us...and that can get into coveting. I truly appreciate what God has done at New Spring...you can see the anointing that God has placed on Perry.

I do want to make a comparison.

New Spring & Christ-Life has been at it for just about the same amount of time...nine years. They have 13000 people, awesome facilities, and mega-bucks. One other thing they have is a staff that is 100% behind their pastor...not just paid staff...hundreds of volunteers. His staff is humble, thankful, and gracious.

Christ-Life had more in attendance than New Spring about eight years ago. I had the same vision of facilities that NewSpring now enjoys...we sit in a Catfish House. They gather for four services every Sunday. We have about 75 per week....which is actually up about 25 people since we moved from the old church. Its not that people have not given us a chance. We have had nearly 5000 visitors in the past nine years.

I need to make it clear I am about the numbers. Numbers is signs of life...growth...salvation...and I could go on. People that say numbers don't matter have not got a clue! I truly believe we should have no less than 1000 people in our worship services every Sunday.

Now, I want to tell you why we don't. Because of the Senior Pastor! I am not blaming arrogant staff, lazy Christians, the economy or even Word of Life. I take full responsibility! As the lead pastor of Christ-Life we have had glimmers of hope, but we never capitalized on it! That is the leaderships fault and I am the chief leader under Christ in this church.

For the past year I have really considered stepping down and allowing another pastor to come in to lead the church. I have looked and looked for the right changes to make. I have found it! It is me! I am the change that needs to happen. I have allowed frustration to drive me to near complcacency. Please forgive me for not leading as I should.

The lack of fire is my fault...the lack of passion for God and the lost is my fault. Noone in the church will be more on fire for God than me! Try it, I dare you!

Let me tell you where I have some serious changes to make:

1. I am going to spend more time with God!

That's it! What did you expect? One of my laundry lists. I cannot do it without God! I need more time with my heavenly Father. Its all about Him...right...then that's where I have to start...I need more of God in my life....NO...I WANT MORE OF GOD IN MY LIFE!

FREE LUNCH ANYBODY?

How about a little fun for today's blog!

I had lunch with one of the most famous people on the planet yesterday. This is a very famous individual...and I had know idea my family had such a close connection. This person can be seen in recent photographs with the likes of Tom Cruise and Britney Spears. I about came unglued when Brooke, Laurie, and I had lunch with this person. Most of us have been shaped in one way or another by this person and others in their affiliations. This person is about to take on another world famous role. Laurie, Brooke and I were the first persons that they told about the new role. I was blown away that such a person is a personal friend to my family. Lunch was a mystery til this person identified themselves...it was wild! Absolutely noone knew that we had planned a lunch with this person...they are so famous we met in a quaint restraunt and their identity was concealed until we met. I HAD NO IDEA.

Their identity must be so well kept that I need you to guess up to 10 people. If the name makes the list I will take you to lunch, but I cannot tell you who it is. Seriously, they are that stinking famous that noone can even know who I am affiliated with.

When I found out who my lunch was with yesterday I litterally came out of my seat, high fived the person and sat in total awe!

Hints:
1. Quite the character
2. Its not Jesus
3. Pro athletes, politicians, and the like would do anything to meet this person...and come to find out I knew them and didn't even know I knew them!!!